time to be facing the truth....

time to be facing all the tins around me..in this holidays..i know i had made a loss on something..
just as what she said..you may get something which is the best at this moment, but there will be something lose in your life at the other time..
i had been learning to be myself..for this holiday..to find myself back..
i stay at home..
listen some music..
watch some drama or movies..
and also stick to the Chinese newspapers..
but this also make me realize something..
actually..i am not important to anyone at all..it sounds like i am c2p saying such things..but this is the truth..
maybe if i am missing now..nobody will know it..maybe except someone..


when i was in Malacca, as the time is limit..i had a small chat with weiling..
after having the chat with her, i thought a lots..
but..
maybe i was someone..
who is too rash..
too stupid..
too timid.........................................
but i never know that......
actually, 
i was the one who is doing all the wrong things at those moments..
the chance is given, 
but..
i am the one who do not know how to appreciate it..
i am the one who do not know how to go to grab it..
and i am the one who is only know how to miss all of it...........